Glossy Pages

archive ask About

Anonymous: where you ever hospitalised during year 12? surely people have to intervene... we worry about you lovely ! x

lol. I stopped seeing the doctors that could admit me then and there on the spot (to peads wards etc.) and avoided 4g like the plague. dr g gave up trying to get me there because i refused to take time off school, id already put in so much effort to be able to graduate that year with my friends by catching up on extra units of yr 11 work I was away for.
um yeah, im stubborn, i like to get my way..
thanks but u really really dont have to waste ur time worrying about me! xxx

Samantha Xu by Felix Cooper for Used Magazine

‘Knee Deep’ by Bjarne Jonasson

Daria W shot by Mario Sorrenti for V #38

Aina Beck AW13

Holly Rose in the Maticevski SS14 Lookbook

Anonymous: adelaide girl + i've been to 4g like 3 times lol that place gives me nightmares

cum off anon then! same i spent far too long in n out of there n peads and it whenever i enter the building to see my dietitian I feel weird/sad. pray 2 lord i never see/use a bed pan in my life ever again (tmi ew)

Anonymous: could they force you in 4g as a minor? I didn't know they could do that

uh oh we gotta adelaide gurl on board
reveal urself
;)

Anonymous: Oh and by the way, please don't let my message make you sad! That's the last thing I want, really. You seem to be lovely, but also quite sad... Don't be; you deserve to be happy. You have great taste, great ambitions and I'm sure you'll go a long way in the world of fashion. And if you ever need someone to talk to, tumblr will always be listening! Have a lovely day :)

thanx I appreciate the time you took to write these and the sweet things you’ve said <3 I mean, and im sure you know this, It’s easier said than done, happiness and feeling worthy and what not. I mean, things probably are okay though, I’m not dead, I don’t like making a fuss or having people worried but then again your right, everythings so distorted still because this has become ‘normal’ and I don’t know any better?

um but yeah, I have been in treatment and I almost feel and I know it sounds weird but like too old now? too failed? the people there now all seem younger and in better need of it than I do, they are mentally and/or physically sicker. No one can force me to go back there now, force me to get a tube, force me to stay, and I dont think I can force myself to admit to needing help. anyway i need to shut up. thanks again xoxoxoxoxooxoxxo

Anonymous: It's kind of funny, you get a lot of messages of people worrying about your weight, but you tell them that it's ok, that you are perfectly healthy. I hate to sound preachy about this, but as someone who has almost recovered from an eating disorder, you only realise afterwards how much harm you've done to yourself. Of course it's your own business, but from the pics of you I've seen, you don't have a healthy weight, I'm sure. EDs are an illness, and if you have one, you should get treatment. xxxx

Anonymous: would you ever consider making a personal blog?

I mean I should coz I probably loose followers each time I post an ask but idk, who would even read it? A while ago I started one but rarely post but I might start again? maybe if you want to ask things send em there!

Runway by Steven Meisel

Anonymous: why do you hate everyone? are you okay? /hugs xo

just people things flashbacks my head making me feel shitty and inadequate 2 fat 2 function etc. much of the usual so not to worry. idk i just wanna disappear for a while. thank you for asking though xx

happy birthday veruschka

tumblr statistics